Thursday, November 22, 2012

THoSeWHoKNoWKNoWTHeYWiLLNoTBeLeFTBeHiND

January 25, 1967
 
To substitute is to ACCEPT INSTEAD. If you would but consider exactly what this entails, you would perceive at once how much at variance this is with the goal the Holy Spirit has given you and would accomplish FOR you. To substitute is to CHOOSE BETWEEN, renouncing one IN FAVOR of the other. For this SPECIAL purpose, one is judged more valuable, and the other is REPLACED by him. The relationship in which the substitution occurred is thus fragmented, and ITS PURPOSE SPLIT accordingly. To fragment IS TO EXCLUDE, and substitution is the strongest defense the ego has for separation.
 
The Holy Spirit NEVER substitutes. Where the ego perceives one person as a REPLACEMENT FOR another, the Holy Spirit sees them joined and indivisible. He does not judge BETWEEN them, KNOWING they are one. Being united, they are one BECAUSE THEY ARE THE SAME. Substitution is clearly a process in which they are PERCEIVED AS DIFFERENT. One would UNITE; the other SEPARATE. NOTHING can come BETWEEN what God has joined, and what the Holy Spirit sees as one. But everything SEEMS to come between the fragmented relationships the ego sponsors, to destroy.
 
The one emotion in which substitution is impossible, is love. But fear involves substitution by definition, for it is love’s REPLACEMENT. Fear is both a fragmented AND FRAGMENTING emotion. It SEEMS, to take many forms, and each seems to require a DIFFERENT form of acting out, for satisfaction. While this appears to introduce quite variable BEHAVIOR, a far more serious effect lies in the fragmented PERCEPTION from which the behavior stems. NO-ONE IS SEEN COMPLETE. The body is emphasized, with special emphasis on certain parts, and USED AS THE STANDARD FOR COMPARISON for either acceptance or rejection of suitability for acting out a special FORM of fear.


January 27, 1967
 
You who believe that God is fear made but ONE substitution. It has taken many forms, because it was the substitution of fragmentation for wholeness. It has become splintered and subdivided and divided again, over and over, that it is now almost impossible to perceive it once was one, and still IS what it was. That ONE error, which brought truth to illusion, infinity to time, and life to death, was all you ever made. Your whole world rests upon it. Everything you see reflects it. And every special relationship which you have ever made is PART of it.
 
You have expressed surprise at hearing how VERY different is reality from what YOU see. You do not realize the magnitude of that ONE error. It was so vast and so COMPLETELY incredible, that from it, a world of total unreality HAD to emerge. What else COULD come of it? Its fragmented ASPECTS are fearful enough, as you begin to LOOK at them. But nothing you have seen BEGINS to show you the enormity of the ORIGINAL error, which seemed to cast you out of Heaven, to shatter knowledge into meaningless bits of disunited perceptions, and TO FORCE YOU TO FURTHER SUBSTITUTIONS.
 
That was the first projection of error outward. The world arose to hide it, and became the screen on which it was projected, and drawn between you and truth. For truth extends INWARD, where the idea of loss is meaningless, and only INCREASE is conceivable. Do you REALLY think it strange that a world in which EVERYTHING is backward and upsidedown, arose from this? IT WAS INEVITABLE. For truth brought to THIS could only remain within in quiet, and take no part in all the mad projection by which this world was made.
 
Call it not sin, but madness, for such it was, and so it still remains. Invest it not with guilt, for guilt implies it was accomplished IN REALITY. And, above all, BE NOT AFRAID OF IT. When you seem to see some twisted form of the original error rise to frighten you, say only, ‘God is love - NOT fear.’ and it will disappear.
 
THE TRUTH WILL SAVE YOU. It has NOT left you, to go out into the mad world and so DEPART FROM YOU. Inward is sanity; INsanity is OUTSIDE you. You but BELIEVE it is the other way; that truth is OUTSIDE, and error and guilt within.
 
Your little, senseless substitutions, touched with insanity, and swirling lightly off on a mad course like a feather dancing insanely in the wind, HAVE no substance. They fuse and merge and separate in shifting and totally meaningless patterns, which need not be judged at all. To judge them INDIVIDUALLY is pointless. Their tiny differences in form are not REAL differences at all. NONE OF THEM MATTERS. THAT they have in common, and nothing else, but what else is NECESSARY to make them all the same? Let them go, dancing in the wind, dipping and turning till they disappear from sight, far, far OUTSIDE you. And turn you to the stately calm within, where, in holy stillness, dwells the living God you never left, and Who never left you.
 
The Holy Spirit takes you gently by the hand, and retraces WITH you your mad journey OUTSIDE yourself, leading you gently back to the truth and safety within. He rings all your insane projections and your wild substitutions which YOU have place OUTSIDE you, to the truth. Thus, He REVERSES the course of insanity, and restores you to reason. In your relationship where He has taken charge of everything at your request, He has set the course inward, to the truth you SHARE. In the mad world OUTSIDE you, nothing CAN be shared, but only SUBSTITUTED, and sharing and substituting have NOTHING in common in reality.

Within yourselves, you love each other with perfect love. Here is holy ground, in which no substitutes can enter, and where only the TRUTH about each other can abide.
 
Here you are joined in God, as much together as you are with Him. The original error has not entered here, nor never will. Here is the radiant truth, to which the Holy Spirit submitted your relationship. Let Him bring it here, where YOU would have it be. Give Him but a little faith in each other, to help him show you that no substitute you made for Heaven can keep you from it.
 
In you there is no separation, and no substitute can keep you from each other. Your reality was GOD’S creation, and HAS no substitute. You are so firmly joined in truth, that only God is there. And He could NEVER accept something else INSTEAD of you. He loves you both, equally and as one. And as He loves you, so you ARE. You are NOT joined together by illusions, but in the Thought so holy and so perfect that illusions cannot remain to darken the holy place in which you stand together. God is with you, my brothers. Let us join in Him in peace and gratitude, and accept His gift of our most holy and perfect reality, that we share in Him.
 
Heaven is restored to all the Sonship through your relationship. For in it lies the Sonship, whole and beautiful, safe in your love. Heaven has answered quietly, for all illusions have been gently brought unto the truth in you, and Love has shined upon you, blessing your relationship with truth. God and His whole Creation has entered it together.
 
How lovely and how holy is your relationship, with the truth shining upon it! Heaven beholds it, and rejoices that you have let it come to you. And God Himself is glad that your relationship is as it was created. The universe within you stands with you together.
 
And Heaven looks with love on what is joined in it, along with its Creator. Whom God hath called should hear no substitutes. Their call is but an echo of the original error which shattered Heaven. For what became of peace, in those who heard?
 
Return with me to Heaven, walking together out of this world, and through another to the loveliness and joy the other holds within it. Would you still further weaken and break apart what is already broken and hopeless? Is it HERE that you would look for happiness?
 
Or would you not prefer to HEAL what has been broken, and join in making whole what has been ravaged by separation and disease?
 
You have been called, together, to the most holy function that this world contains. It is the ONLY one that has no limits, and that reaches out to every broken fragment of the Sonship, with healing and uniting comfort. This is offered YOU, in your holy relationship.
 
Accept it HERE, and you WILL give as you have accepted and received. The peace of God is given you, with the glowing purpose in which you join. The holy light that brought you together MUST extend, as YOU accepted it.
 
 

Saturday, November 17, 2012

EARTH2.O - THE GAME HAS BEGUN... (*)

i WROTE THIS WHEN i WAS 2 - IF YOU CAN FUCKIN' BELIEVE THAT... )(

The CouRSe has been set... it's time to go home & leave everything else behind... ()

Jan. 20, 1967

The practical application of the Holy Spirit’s purpose is extremely simple, but it IS unequivocal. In fact, in ORDER to be simple, it MUST be unequivocal. The simple is merely what is EASILY UNDERSTOOD, and for this, it is apparent that IT MUST BE CLEAR. The setting of the Holy Spirit’s goal is GENERAL. Now He will work WITH you, TO MAKE IT SPECIFIC, for application IS specific.
 
There are certain VERY specific guidelines He provides for ANY situation, but remember that you do not yet realize their universal application. Therefore, it is essential, at this point, to use them in each situation separately, until you can more safely look BEYOND each situation, in an understanding far broader than you now possess.

In any situation in which YOU are uncertain, the FIRST thing to consider, very simply, is, ‘What do I want to come of this? What is it FOR?’ The clarification of the goal belongs at the BEGINNING, for it is this that will determine the outcome. In the ego’s procedure, this is reversed. The SITUATION becomes the determiner of the outcome, WHICH CAN BE ANYTHING. The reason for this disorganized approach is evident. The ego does not know what it WANTS to come of it. It IS aware of what it does NOT want, but only that. 
 
The ego has no POSITIVE goal at all.
 
Without a clear-cut, positive goal, set at the outset, the situation just seems to happen, and makes no sense until it has ALREADY HAPPENED. Then you look BACK at it, and try to piece together what it MUST have meant. AND YOU WILL BE WRONG. Not only is your judgment IN THE PAST, but you have no idea what SHOULD have happened. No goal was set, with which to bring the means IN LINE. And now, the only judgment LEFT to make is whether or not the ego LIKES it; is it acceptable, or does it call for vengeance.
 
The absence of a criterion for outcome, SET IN ADVANCE, makes understanding doubtful and evaluation impossible.
 
The value of deciding, in advance, what you WANT to happen, is simply that you will perceive the situation as a means to MAKE it happen. You will therefore make every effort to OVERLOOK what interferes with the accomplishment of your objective, and concentrate on everything that helps you meet it. It is quite noticeable that THIS approach has brought you closer to the Holy Spirit’s SORTING OUT of truth and falsity. 
 
The “true” becomes what can be used to MEET the goal. The “false” becomes the useless FROM THIS POINT OF VIEW. The situation now HAS meaning, but only because the goal has MADE it meaningful.
 
The goal of truth has further practical advantages. If the situation is used for truth and sanity, its outcome MUST be peace. And this is quite APART from what the outcome IS. For if peace is the CONDITION of truth and sanity, and CANNOT be WITHOUT them, where peace is, they MUST be. Truth comes of itself. If you experience PEACE, it is because the truth HAS come to you. And you WILL see the outcome truly, for deception cannot prevail against you. And you will RECOGNIZE the outcome, BECAUSE you are at peace. Here, again, you see the OPPOSITE of the ego’s way of looking. For the EGO believes the situation BRINGS the experience. The Holy Spirit knows the situation IS as the goal determines it, and is experienced ACCORDING to the goal.
 
The goal of truth REQUIRES FAITH. Faith is implicit in the acceptance of the Holy Spirit’s purpose. AND THIS FAITH IS ALL-INCLUSIVE. Where the goal of truth is set, there faith MUST be. The Holy Spirit sees the situation AS A WHOLE. The goal establishes the fact that EVERYONE involved in it WILL play his part in its accomplishment. THIS IS INEVITABLE. No-one will fail in anything. This SEEMS to ask for faith BEYOND you, and beyond what you can GIVE. But this is so ONLY from the viewpoint of the ego, for the ego believes in ‘solving’ conflicts through FRAGMENTATION, and does NOT perceive the situation as a whole. Therefore, it seeks to split off SEGMENTS of the situation and deal with them SEPARATELY. For it has faith in separation, and NOT in wholeness.
 
Confronted with any ASPECT of the situation which SEEMS to be difficult, the ego will attempt to TAKE THIS ASPECT ELSEWHERE, and resolve it there. And it will SEEM to be successful. Except that this attempt CONFLICTS WITH UNITY, and MUST obscure the goal of truth. And peace will not be experienced, EXCEPT in fantasy. Truth has NOT come, because faith has been DENIED, being WITHHELD from where it rightfully belonged. Thus do you LOSE the understanding of the situation the goal of truth would bring. For fantasy solutions bring but the ILLUSION of experience, and the illusion of peace is NOT the condition in which the truth can enter. 
 
The substitutes for ASPECTS of the situation are the witnesses to your LACK of faith.
 
They demonstrate that you did NOT believe that the situation AND THE PROBLEM were in the same place. The problem WAS this lack of faith. And it is THIS you demonstrate, when you REMOVE it from its source, and place it elsewhere. As a result, YOU DO NOT SEE THE PROBLEM. Had you not lacked the faith it COULD be solved, the PROBLEM would be gone. And the situation would have been MEANINGFUL to you, because the INTERFERENCE in the way of understanding, would have been removed. To remove the problem ELSEWHERE is to KEEP it. For you remove yourself FROM it, and MAKE it unsolvable.
 
There is NO problem in ANY situation that faith will not solve. There is no SHIFT in any ASPECT of the problem, but will make SOLUTION IMPOSSIBLE. For if you shift PART of the problem elsewhere, the meaning of the problem MUST be lost, and the SOLUTION to the problem is INHERENT in its meaning. Is it not possible that ALL your problems HAVE BEEN solved, but you have removed YOURSELF from the solution? Yet faith MUST be where something has BEEN done, and where you SEE it done. A situation is a relationship, being the joining of thoughts. If problems are perceived, it is because the thoughts are judged to be IN CONFLICT. But if the goal is TRUTH, this is impossible.
 
Some idea of bodies MUST have entered, for minds can NOT attack.
 
The thought of bodies IS the sign of faithlessness, for bodies CANNOT solve anything.
 
And it is their INTRUSION on the relationship, an error in YOUR thoughts ABOUT the situation, which then became the JUSTIFICATION for your lack of faith. You WILL make this error, but be not at all concerned with that. The error does not matter. But do not USE the error to what SEEMS to be to your advantage, for this DOES matter.
 
Faithlessness brought to faith, will never interfere with truth. But faithlessness used AGAINST truth will ALWAYS destroy faith. If you lack faith, ask that it be restored WHERE IT WAS LOST, and seek not to have it MADE UP TO YOU elsewhere, as if you had been unjustly DEPRIVED of it.
 
Only what YOU have not given CAN be lacking in ANY situation. But remember this; the goal of holiness was set for YOUR relationship, AND NOT BY YOU. YOU did not set it, because holiness can NOT BE SEEN except through faith, and your relationship was not holy BECAUSE your faith in one another was so limited and little. Your faith must grow, to meet the goal that has been set. The goal’s REALITY will call this forth. For you will see that peace and faith will not come separately. What situation can you be in WITHOUT FAITH, and remain faithful to each other? EVERY situation in which you find yourself, is but a means to meet the purpose set for YOUR relationship. See it as something ELSE, and you ARE faithless.
 
USE NOT YOUR FAITHLESSNESS. Let it enter, and look upon it calmly, but DO NOT USE IT. Faithlessness is the servant of illusion, and wholly faithful to its master. USE it, and it will carry you straight to illusions. Be tempted not by what it offers you. It interferes, not with the goal, but with the VALUE of the goal TO YOU.
 
Accept not the illusion of peace it offers, but look upon its offering, and recognize it IS illusion. The GOAL of illusion is as closely tied to faithlessness, as faith to truth. If you lack faith in ANYONE to fulfill, AND PERFECTLY, his part in ANY situation dedicated IN ADVANCE to truth, YOUR dedication is divided. And so you have been faithless TO EACH OTHER, and USED your faithlessness AGAINST each other.
 
No relationship is holy, unless its holiness goes with it EVERYWHERE. As holiness and faith go hand in hand, so must its faith go everywhere WITH it. The goal’s reality will call forth, AND ACCOMPLISH, every miracle needed for its fulfillment. Nothing too small or too enormous, nothing too insignificant or too imposing, too weak or too compelling, but will be gently turned to its use and purpose. The universe will serve it gladly, as it serves the universe. BUT DO NOT INTERFERE. The power set in you, in whom the Holy Spirit’s goal has been established, is so far beyond your little conception of the infinite, that you have no idea how great the strength that goes with you.
 
And you can use THIS in perfect safety. Yet, for all its might, so great it reaches past the stars and to the universe that lies beyond them, your little faithlessness can make IT useless, if you would use the faithlessness instead. Yet think on this, and learn the CAUSE of faithlessness; you think you hold against the other what he has done to you. But what you REALLY blame him for is WHAT YOU DID TO HIM. It is not HIS past but YOURS, you hold against him. And you lack faith in HIM, because of what YOU were. Yet YOU are as innocent of what you were, as HE is. What never was is causeless, and IS NOT THERE to interfere with truth. There IS no cause for faithlessness, but there IS a Cause for faith. That Cause has entered ANY situation that shares its purpose. The light of truth shines from the center of the situation, and touches everyone to whom the situation’s purpose calls. IT CALLS TO EVERYONE. There is NO situation that does NOT involve your WHOLE RELATIONSHIP, in every aspect and complete in every part. You can leave NOTHING of yourself outside it, and keep the situation holy. For it shares the purpose of your whole relationship, and derives its meaning FROM it. Enter each situation with the faith that you would give each other, or you ARE faithless to your own relationship.
 
YOUR faith will call the others to SHARE your purpose, as this same purpose called forth the faith in you.
 
And you will see the means you once employed to lead you to illusions, transformed to means for truth. Truth calls for faith, and faith makes room FOR TRUTH. When the Holy Spirit CHANGED the purpose of your relationship by exchanging yours for His, the goal He placed there WAS extended to every situation in which you entered, or will EVER enter. And EVERY situation was thus MADE FREE of the past, which WOULD have made it purposeLESS. 
 
You CALL FAITH faith, because of Him Who walks with you in every situation. You are no longer wholly insane, NOR NO LONGER ALONE. For loneliness in God MUST be a dream. You whose relationship SHARES the Holy Spirit’s goal, are SET APART from loneliness, because the truth has come. Its call for faith is strong. Use not your faithlessness against it, for it calls you to salvation and to peace.
 
The holy instant is nothing more than a special case, or an extreme example, of what EVERY situation is MEANT to be. The meaning that the Holy Spirit’s purpose has GIVEN it, is also given to EVERY situation. It calls forth just the same SUSPENSION of faithlessness, withheld and left UNUSED, that faith might answer to the call of truth. The holy instant is the shining example, the clear and unequivocal demonstration of the meaning of EVERY relationship, and EVERY situation SEEN AS A WHOLE. Faith has ACCEPTED every ASPECT of the situation, and faithlessness has not forced ANY exclusion on it. It is a situation of perfect peace, simply becauseYOU have LET IT BE WHAT IT IS.
 
This simple courtesy is all the Holy Spirit asks of you. Let Truth be what it is. Do not INTRUDE upon it, do not ATTACK it, do NOT interrupt its coming. Let it encompass EVERY situation, and bring you peace. Not even faith is asked of you, for Truth asks nothing. Let it enter, and IT will call forth, and SECURE for you, the faith you need for peace. But rise you not AGAINST it, for against YOUR opposition it CANNOT come.
 
Would you not WANT to make a holy instant of EVERY situation? For such is the gift of faith, freely given wherever faithlessness is laid aside, UNUSED.
 
And THEN the power of the Holy Spirit’s purpose is free for use instead. This power INSTANTLY transforms ALL situations into one sure and continuous means for ESTABLISHING His purpose, and DEMONSTRATING its reality. What has been DEMONSTRATED has called for faith, and has been GIVEN it. Now it becomes a fact, from which faith can no longer BE withheld. The strain of REFUSING faith to truth is enormous, and far greater than you realize. But to ANSWER truth with faith entails no strain at all.
 
To you who have ACKNOWLEDGED the call of your Redeemer, the strain of NOT responding to His call SEEMS to be GREATER than before. This is not so. Before, the strain was there, but you attributed it TO SOMETHING ELSE, believing that the ‘something else’ PRODUCED it. This was NEVER true. But what the ‘something else’ produced was sorrow and depression, sickness and pain, darkness and dim imaginings of terror, cold fantasies of fear, and fiery dreams of hell. And it was nothing but the intolerable strain of your refusal to give faith to truth, and see its evident reality.
 
Such was the crucifixion of the Son of God. His faithlessness did this to him. Think carefully before you let yourself use faithlessness against him. For he IS risen, and YOU have accepted the cause of his awakening AS YOURS. You have assumed your part in his redemption, and you are now fully responsible to him. Fail him not now, for it has been given you to realize what your lack of faith in him MUST mean to YOU. His salvation is your ONLY purpose. See only this in EVERY situation, and it WILL be a means for bringing ONLY this. 
 
When you accepted truth as the goal for your relationship, you became givers of peace, as surely as your Father gave peace to YOU. For the goal of peace cannot BE accepted, APART from its conditions. And you had faith in it, for no-one accepts what he does NOT believe is REAL. YOUR PURPOSE HAS NOT CHANGED, and WILL not change, for you ACCEPTED what can NEVER change. And nothing that it needs to BE forever changeless, can you now WITHHOLD from it. Your release is certain. Give as you have received. And demonstrate that you have risen FAR beyond ANY situation that could hold you back, and keep you SEPARATE from Him Whose call you answered. 

Saturday, June 30, 2012

SHINE ON!

The TRUTH is simple & easy to understand - accepting it for what it is & not just what you want it to be is all that's ever difficult. 

What you truly are is SPIRIT.  You are your own SPIRIT guide - you don't need another.

Only you can ever make decisions for your SELF. Decisions are continuous. Only you can be aware that all the decisions you think you need to make have already been made.

Your MIND can think of everything & anything - it has no limits placed upon what it can think at any given moment. You are capable of thinking about everything & anything you ever need to think.  What you can't think about you don't need to fucking think about.

You are not your MIND - you are using MIND. 

The universe is one huge motherfucking brain.  It's a quantum computer & we are constantly providing it w/ data.  It's fucking alive & it's fucking intelligent.

The universe shared the use of MIND equally w/ all of us.  You are here to gather data in the form of experience - the only thing the universe ever lacks w/o us.

Your brain is a wirless receiver / transmitter / hard drive / CPU all rolled into ONE.  W/o your brain you just couldn't physically be here in this dimension.

There are not two opposing forces of ENERGY at work in the world & universe - they are equal & the same - they only seem different - they just spin in opposite directions - neither can exist w/o the other - they must always work together - they can never be separated - the bond between them is always secure - it can never be severed - they are united in both goal & purpose - they are ONE.
 
It's a quantum entanglement that's going on w/in every single one of us.  It is the ABOVE & BELOW that's represented by the diagram of the TREE of LIFE. 

It's an idea - it's not something physical, though it does manifest itself through the physical b/c that's where something must first be experienced. 

When you're in sync w/ this ENERGY there is no conflict that can arise w/in you.  When conflict does seem to arise it must be resolved - it can't be avoided or set aside - this only ever seems possible.  Thought & feeling are the only cause of everything that happens.  What you think & feel determines what you experience.  You're asking for the experience of it by thinking & feeling whatever that is.  How you react to everything you perceive & experience tells you exactly what you think & feel.

The TRUTH extends inward - illusions are projected out.

ENERGY is male & female - left & right - up & down - north & south - two forces of ENERGY w/ everything & nothing between them. 

Your SPIRIT reveals itself to you in what you like & what you don't like - what you MIND & don't MIND.  Nobody else ever had to tell you what any of that is.  You just had to expereince enough shit, over a certain period of time, in order to know. 

That's KNOWLEDGE.  Knowledge is beyond belief.  Once you know, belief is no longer of any use to you & thought is no longer required. That's BEING & nothingness doesn't really exist - that doesn't mean you can't think about it. 

BEING is SPIRIT & SPIRIT is ENERGY.

To know thyself is all there is to know. You have always known what these two forces of ENERGY w/in you are.  You came into this world w/ them. They both send you in the same direction - a direction you always want to go, whether you're ever aware of this, or not. The decision has already been made - all that leaves is the experience.  Every single possibility is covered - it's Schrodinger's cat & you're the pussy if you think what you are can ever die. 

You already know all this, you just keep forgetting that you know.  Knowledge is POWER & POWER comes from ENERGY.  ENERGY is GOD. 

ENERGY does everything you could ever want GOD to do, unless you want to make up a bunch of fucking rules & try to force other people to follow them. 

ENERGY is omnipresent, omnipotent, omniscient - it's neither created nor destroyed - it has always been & it always will be. ENERGY always takes the path of least resistance - that can be applied to the non-physical as well as the physical. It's ENERGY that keeps everything together & moving - it does all this w/o question or judgment.

What else do you fucking want from GOD?

You are BEING.  You are SPIRIT.  You are ENERGY.  You are GOD - just not you alone.

Make two fist in front of you - connect them at the knuckles - now rotate them together - put a little space in between them & continue keeping them in sync like a mirror image - keeping that momentum going, move your fist further apart - to the sides of your body & back - then vary them so it's not a mirror image - feel the difference in the turbulence between the different movement & then change the motion & pretend your jumping rope - or not...

Don't make too much out of it - use that ENERGY wisely - it's already true & it's already you. It all truly does take care of itself naturally - whether anybody likes how it does that, or not. All you can ever do is save yourself some time. 

You NEED DO NOTHING.  That idea frees your MIND - to be able to do what you want - everything else will take care of itself. Everyone always does what they think & feel they need to do.
You don't always get what you want b/c you don't always need what you want. You already have everything you ever need - all that leaves is what you want.

Every thing you want must be translated into an experience. Everything physical is an illusion - this has already been scientifically proven.  It can always be accepted or denied b/c the WILL is FREE. You always experience what you need to experience, whether you're ever aware of this, or not - it's just better to be aware. 

Don't try to apply that to anyone except yourself.  You can't know why anybody else needs to experience something, you can't make that decision for them & they can't make it for you. You can always decide why you needed to experience something b/c you can make up any fucking reason you want, as long as you can believe it. Belief is necessary until you know. Why wouldn't you always pick the one that does you the most good?

If you don't need what you want, how much less do you need what you don't want?

What could be more challenging for the eternal & the limitless, than to experience death & limitation?

Friday, February 3, 2012

WELCOME TO THE GAME OF THE MIND

It’s a game you’re already playing, it's a game you're always playing - you’re never not playing. Whether you’re aware of it or not, you always experience exactly what you’re asking to experience. If this doesn’t seem like it’s true to you, then you aren’t paying close enough to attention to your thoughts as they occur & so you need to experience what you experience.

There is a delay between your thoughts & your experience of your thoughts, which makes it more of a challenge to understand.  The delay time always varies & this is actually for your benefit - it helps you learn to be more consistent w/ your thoughts & thus be more aware.

You really don’t want your thought & your experience to be instantaneous, not while your MIND is so easily distracted. The delay takes care of this for you & helps coordinate the experience for everyone involved. The experience of life is a shared experience - there is no escape from this.

The fact that none of this can be 100% proven to everyone at once keeps the whole process & experience as free as possible. The sooner you figure it out for yourself the better. You can easily prove the TRUTH of it to yourself by paying closer attention to your thoughts as they occur. This will require you to understand how all your thoughts are being translated into experiences & that requires discernment. You have to figure out for yourself what is the best way for you to achieve this b/c this whole process does vary slightly from person to person.  KNOW THYSELF.

By paying attention to your thoughts as they occur you will quickly see how fast all this can happen - you can ask for something one moment then cancel that thought out w/ the very next thought. Everyone does this. Asking for specific physical things must always be translated into some sort of experience b/c all physical things themselves are part of the illusion - TIME requires SPACE - SPACE requires something to perceive something w/ & so on & so on. All illusions are equal & the same - none are any more important than others.

Nobody here actually thinks this is TRUE & that’s what helps keep the illusion going. It is easier if you think of it as a game.  The ABYSS is much easier to jump in if you think of it as a tunnel & not a hole.

It’s only the experience that really ever matters b/c that’s what actually trains & transforms the MIND.

Trying to keep track of all your thoughts can be exhausting, especially if you don’t understand the roles both condemnation & forgiveness play in the game. Awareness is crucial to understanding this & that usually only comes w/ experience, but that’s only b/c acceptance of something you don’t think is true takes time. Thinking you don’t already know all this is true or that it can’t possibly be known at this particular moment in time, doesn’t effect the actual process, it only effects your awareness & your understanding of the experience.

There are certain factors built into the game which tune the experience to you personally. Since it is a shared experience there are naturally going to be distortions in trying to understand the specifics of how it's all accomplished. You need not be concerned w/ all that. Everything you perceive & experience is a reflection that's constantly being distorted by your own MIND - only if you let it. You are free to make all the adjustments you want as you play. Like every game this game has certain rules that everything physical must follow. If you think what you are is physical you're telling yourself you have to follow these rules.

MIND still controls the whole experience of the game. LIFE is a STATE of MIND.

I’m not even sure I should be telling you all this - but it seems that I don’t give a fuck… I don’t think it really matters, you can think of it all what you will. I certainly haven’t told you everything I think about it here & I can’t think of any reason to do so NOW.

You have total control over how you want to play & everything else just takes care of itself. You already know this, even if you're not willing to accept it at this particular moment in time. What you think about it all is totally up to you. The game totally adapts to the way you play. Part of the fun is its adaptability - it’s built for improvisation while always keeping you honest at the same time. You can't lie to your SPIRIT, however, you can fool your SELF for a little while. SPIRIT is ENERGY. I've heard people say that there is NO SELF & if you want to think that is true - go ahead, I know there is ONLY ONE & iT expresses iTself in an infinite amount of ways.  We know we share in that b/c our MINDs & WILLs are FREE.  We can think of whatever we want.  A FREE WILL doesn't mean you get to decide what is TRUE, it only means you can ACCEPT or DENY what is already TRUE.  The TRUTH has already been decided, all that leaves is the experience.

There are definitely ways to play the game that are more to your advantage. Figuring that out is left to the individual. You have to decide for yourself. It has to be a subjective experience, that's the only way you can know that you are FREE. There is a line that has been established that no one can cross - that line is the TRUTH & it can act more like a wave than a single point - it’s always making the necessary adjustments to fine tune the experience for everyone involved at the same time. If you want proof of this google or youTube the DOUBLE SLIT EXPERIMENT. The ENERGY that's running the show doesn't want us to know how it's doing it ALL b/c we don't need to know.

WHAT IS TRUE MUST BE TRUE FOR EVERYBODY - AT THE SAME TIME

The TRUTH is that it's always NOW for EVERYBODY - ALL THE TIME. When is this ever not true except in your MIND? When is this ever not true for everybody? How you feel at any given moment tells you how well you are doing. So much so that you can change your MIND about anything at any given moment & thus completely change the game. The thoughts that constantly cross your MIND & how you feel about them will always guide you on how best to play. They show you what is to your benefit & what is not, while always leaving the final decision to you. That should tell you that you are FREE.

All your decisions - what you think, say & do about them, funnel you to be at certain place at a certain time where more decisions will need to be made. You never stop having to make decisions, even when you think you’re asleep. 

Everybody does what they think they need to do. You cannot escape your own thoughts. What you think you need to do tells you where your MIND is at. What you experience reflects your thoughts & decisions. How you react to everything you experience tells you all you need to know.

That’s the GAME of the MIND - iT doesn't really give a fuck how you play, but almost everybody else does... almost...

later...