Thursday, April 28, 2011

FreeWillY

I think therefore I think I am.
I know I think.  I know I am.
How do I know what I think & what I am matters?
I know they both matter to me.
I know I think both consciously & unconsciously.
I know I never stop thinking.
Some thoughts just seem to pop in my mind all on their own.
I know which thoughts I like & which thoughts I don't.
I know which thoughts are love & which thoughts are not.
I do decide which thoughts linger.
Some thoughts seem to come back when I least expect them.
I don't think that is my decision - but maybe it is.
If it is - I'm not sure how to stop it from happening.
I still know I can always deny them time to linger.
If it's not me who's doing it - who else could it be?
Do I really know what I need?
Do I really know what I want?
Do I know or do I only think I know?
Do I make my own decisions or not?
Every moment I must make a decision 
- whether I'm aware of it or not.
What am I deciding?
How do I know?
What I know I don't have to think about - I just know.
There is no question.
There is no debate.
There is no doubt.
There is no conflict.
I think about what I think I need to think about.
I think about what I think I don't need to think about.
I think about what I think I want to think about.
I think about what I think I don't want to think about.
I care about what I think I need to care about. 
I care about what I think I don't need to care about.
I care about what I think I want to care about.
I care about what I think I don't want to care about.
I worry about what I think I need to worry about.
I worry about what I think I don't need to worry about.
I only worry about what I think I don't want to worry about.
I never worry about what I want to worry about 
b/c I don't want to worry about anything.
I feel what I think I need to feel.
I feel what I think I don't need to feel.
I feel what I think I want to feel.
I feel what I think I don't want to feel.
I say what I think I need to say.
I say what I think I don't need to say.
I say what I think I want to say.
I say what I think I don't want to say.
I do what I think I need to do.
I do what I think I don't need to do.
I do what I think I want to do.
I do what I think I don't want to do.
I think I need what I think I need.
I think I need what I think I want.
I think I want what I think I need.
I think I want what I think I want.
I think I need to think something.
I think I want to think something.
I think I need to care about something.
I think I don't need to care about anything.
I know I want to care about something.
I know I don't want to care about some things.
I think I need to worry about some things.
I know I don't want to worry about anything.
I know I feel something.
I know I want to feel something.
Do I need to feel something?
I know I say something.
I know I want to say something.
Do I need to say something?
I know I do something.
I know I want to do something.
Do I need to do something?
Do I need to need something?
I know I want to want something.
Do I need to want something?
I don't want to need anything.
I think what I think matters.
I think what I feel matters.
I think what I say matters.
I think what I do matters.
Does what I think only matter to me?
Does what I feel only matter to me?
Does what I say only matter to me?
Does what I do only matter to me?
I think therefore I think I matter.
Do I only matter to me?
How do I know?

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