Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Light Particles

I can see light particles in my eye - not out in the world - within my eye - like the light is bouncing against my lens. 

It's very different than all the floaty black specks you can sometimes see floating in your eye.  These are very tiny bright white particles that move around all on their own.

I've been observing them for more than 13 years when I first noticed that they were there. I'm sure they've always been there - I just never noticed them before then. There seem to be more of them now than when I first started noticing them.

Some days they seem more active than others - but I have no idea why.

I've shown some other people how to notice them & they say they can see them too - but they don't see as many as I do now & nobody ever seems at all interested in them - they always just blow it off like it's no big deal. I can't find any information about them anywhere.

I've emailed several particle physicists & some others about them but nobody ever responds.

They're easiest to see when looking at a flat bright bg like the sky or a white wall in a brightly lit room. I know they're still present no matter where I am & no matter how much light is available they're just more difficult to see if the bg isn't flat or if there isn't much available light - or if I keep changing where my eyes are focused.  It's better to focus on one spot for a few moments.

The particles move around in various ways - some pop on & off - others zip around very fast - some move slower - some zig zag around before disappearing - they kind of act like tiny falling stars. 

They're all on the same plane in my eye - there is no z axis movement at all - they're not coming at me or going away - that's why I believe it's the light bouncing off the lens of my eye & scattering as it enters my eye.
By slowly panning my head while keeping my focus straight ahead I've proven that the particles all move together as a group even though they continue to do their own thing individually.

If I'm looking at the clear or overcast sky they're everywhere in my vision. There's far too many particles to count & it's impossible to watch just one of them for more than a moment.  They never stop appearing & disappearing.  When I first started noticing them I would say there were less than half of what I can see now - but I don't remember that happening - it seems to have increased gradually over time.  As far as I can tell it has stopped increasing.

I really just want to know what the fuck they are - but nobody seems to be able to answer that.  I can't believe somebody isn't studying them or that more people wouldn't be interested in them if they saw them too.  It's impossible for me not to see them now when I look at the sky.

They don't really bother me at all other than not being able to find any information about them anywhere. Indoors I hardly ever notice them - unless I look for them. If I stare at the white on my computer screen for a few moments I can see them - again - in my eye - not actually on the screen itself.

Again - the particles are nothing like all the black shit floating around in the eyeball that you can sometimes see when you shift your eyes back & forth or up & down - you'll probably see some of that stuff too if you look for the particles - but the particles are always bright white. They never get more or less bright - they only appear & disappear.  They don't seem to be on the same plane as the other stuff either.

I'm not really expecting a response to this - but if you do happen to read this & decide to look for them yourself I would appreciate one if you see them & have any thoughts about them or know someone who might know what they are.

thanx

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