The Kingdom Of Heaven

The Kingdom of Heaven exists here on Earth as a state of Mind - it’s as true now as it ever has been or ever will be.  Your Mind has never actually left the Kingdom though you must believe it has simply b/c you think you are here & not there.  You may believe that you are a body.  You may believe that your mind is in a body. What is a body w/o a mind?  What is a mind w/o a body? 

Your body is a learning device for your mind.

What if we all are dreaming a dream within a dream within a dream?  What if we all are a part of Mind dreaming that it is separate from its Source w/ a Mind of its own, a body of its own & a Spirit of its own?  Mind dreaming that something is true that can never be true.  

Mind is always unconditionally free & limitless – just not here. Mind is abstract.  The freedom of this allows your mind the ability to dream whatever it wants.  Your mind has the ability to make illusions seem to be true & to believe in them & thus give them the appearance of reality.  You prove this to yourself every night you go to sleep & dream. 

Mind given the power of the will can move mountains - as long as you can believe it w/o any doubt.  What's more difficult to move than a mountain – if not somebody’s mind.  If I believe something is true it’s difficult to convince me to change my mind about it - especially if I really want what I believe to be true.  You’d have a much better chance moving a mountain.

When I go to sleep & dream I believe the dream is real while I am dreaming.  Sometimes I realize that it’s only a dream while it’s happening & sometimes I don’t realize that until I wake up.  I don’t consciously decide what my mind dreams about - it just does.  

If you practice lucid dreaming & become aware that you are dreaming while the dream is still in progress - you can effect what happens in your dream – maybe not the dream itself but your part in the dream.  You can bring your consciousness into the dream. 

Sometimes I can do it & other times I just can’t.  Sometimes I can wake up from a dream & stop the dream, then fall back to sleep & continue the same dream again - the storyline remains the same.

A dream can frighten you.  A dream can make you feel emotions as real as anything you feel when you think you are awake.  When you are asleep your dreams are completely of your own making - they break all the laws of reality you believe are true but that doesn’t stop you from believing the dream is really happening - until you awaken. When you believe you are awake your mind enters back into the collective dream – the collective consciousness - the dream we all share together & never alone.  It seems like reality b/c we believe what we perceive is reality – yet we all have a slightly different take on what is real & what isn’t.

We all already know that perception is limited.  Perception is subjective.  Perception is easily fooled - yet we all still rely on our perceptions to evaluate everything we experience in the world we think we live in.  It all seems so real - so it must be reality.  We know how everything we perceive makes us feel. 

Desire - Thought – Perception – Feeling.  Is this always the order?  Which has more value?   Which has priority?  Which can be wrong?

You can believe whatever you want - you only perceive what you want to perceive.  You can always change your mind about what you perceive & nothing will actually change except the way your mind perceives things & how you will feel about them.  Somebody else can always perceive things completely differently than you do.  I believe this is true for everyone all the time – so according to my criteria of determining what is true & what isn’t - it must be true – but is it really true or is it just my perception of what’s true?

How can anybody say it isn’t true?  I know anyone can – but they would be hard pressed to convince me otherwise.  My mind would be more difficult to move than a mountain on the subject.

Fear keeps our minds asleep.  It clouds our perception & it clouds our minds.  No one thinks clearly when they are afraid.  Most people are afraid for their bodies or someone else’s body.

Since fear does not exist in the Kingdom of Heaven, your mind will not awaken from its sleep or enter back through the Gates of Heaven as long as fearful thoughts exist in your mind.  

Who here doesn’t have fearful thoughts at one time or another?  How can they not?  The world can seem to be a scary place.

What is a fearful thought?

Any thought other than love is a form of fear.  Every loving thought you have is true & every other thought is fear based.  Only what is true is real.  Love is only truly love when it’s unconditional - that’s how you know it’s love.  

Fear is only an illusion of the mind - the direct result of a thought that denies love is unconditionally free.  W/ every thought your mind decides what you believe to be true & that decision effects your perception every moment you think you are awake.  When you are asleep - anything goes & that is why your dreams can easily frighten you.  You know that you are truly awake when the fear is gone from your mind & that means your mind has entered the Kingdom of Heaven. 

Your mind constantly enters & exits the Kingdom of Heaven.

Fear is an effect w/o a true cause - an effect of an effect that wants to be a cause but can‘t ever be.  Fear wants to be real – it’s the illusion of truth made to hide the truth from the part of your mind that wants it to be true instead of recognizing what really is true which your mind already knows but doesn’t want to accept. That sounds confusing & it is - as long as you deny what’s true.

What is true must always be true - never false.  Truth can have no opposite. The truth knows it’s true & has no reason to fight to be true.  Illusions, on the other hand, must fight against illusions to be true b/c they all want to be true w/o knowing that they can’t ever be.  You may think the opposite of truth is illusion – but an illusion is really nothing that only seems like something as long as it is believed.

God shares Mind w/ all of us equally.  Creation is sharing & sharing extends creation.  There is no loss only gain & nothing is added that doesn’t already exist.  Creation is an act of unconditional love.  There is no other kind of love.  It’s so easy to learn you can learn it from a dog.  We only decide when to learn - not what.  The only thought we can truly share is love b/c that’s the only thought we were given.  Love extends forever w/o ever becoming more than what it already is.

When you finally realize you already know this - you will realize you only need to accept that it’s true.  Truth does not require belief to be true – it just is true.  We can only accept or deny what is true.  The truth isn’t learned - it’s recognized.  We must unlearn what we have been taught.

It is time to wake the dead.

If you think you are your body - if you think who & what you truly are will one day die & that will be the end of you - then you are already dead.  No one who is afraid is truly alive.

Death is an illusion just like fear.  All illusions are the same - none have any power that isn’t given to them by your will.  Your will has power b/c it was given to you by your Creator.  You did not create yourself.  Life is everything & death is nothing.  Nothing doesn’t really mean anything & that makes it meaningless.  Everything & nothing cannot coexist – that is an illusion.  Life is eternal.  Life is. 

Who told you you were naked?

If you think you are here & you think you are in a body - who can convince you that you are not?  You can’t just decide to leave your body w/o being certain that you can. The emotions you feel & everything else you perceive & experience here convinces you what is real every moment.  None of that really means it is true, but to you & everybody else that believes the same thing it does & so it seems to be - until you change your mind about it.  You must convince yourself before you can even hope to convince anybody else & even then it will be difficult to move mountains.  As difficult as you think it is now.

Why would I want to move a mountain?  What purpose would it serve?

You’re aware of how easily your mind can be fooled into believing something is true that isn’t & that leaves just enough room for doubt to settle in your mind & make you question what is true whenever you have doubt.  When you know you’ve been fooled into believing something you begin to lose trust.  If you can't trust yourself who can you trust?  Fool me once…

The power of your will is the strongest ability your mind possesses & it’s not even yours. You share the will of God & you share it equally w/ everybody else - me no more than you & not any less either.  Be glad - be thankful - the decision has already been made.

Having & being are one as are giving & receiving.  Your will was given to you - so you received it.  You must accept its power & not deny it.  You must respect the power of your own will & know that it is not yours alone – but you share the power that is behind it.

You can think whatever you want but you are never totally in control of everything that happens to you or the people you know.  You can’t completely separate yourself from your source. Your will is completely free so you can think whatever you want about everything that happens.  You give meaning to everything. You get to decide what you believe is true but you do not get to decide what is really true & still you are free to think you can.

You make the world you perceive by perceiving what you want to perceive & giving it the meaning you want to give.  You can change your mind about anything @ any given moment & perceive a different world just by your will alone.  No one can stop you - except yourself.  When you decide to perceive reality as it is - always has been & always will be - you will perceive a completely different world than the one you do now & nothing will have changed except in your mind.

Your new perception will be just as much an illusion as the world you perceived before only w/ less & less fear in it & that’s how you’ll know you’re at least heading in the right direction.  It’s also how you’ll know you’ve strayed from the path - when fear returns to your mind.  It’s a never ending process as long as you think you are really here - as long as you continue to think fearful thoughts.

Just remember fear is an illusion - no matter what emotion it tries to hide itself in - even love.  You can believe love is something it is not just as easily as anything else - but now you know how to tell the difference.  The only thing that stands in your way is what you currently believe & you can change your mind about that anytime.

Fear cannot hide from love just as darkness cannot hide from light. When the light comes, the darkness simply goes away.  Its nothingness is recognized.  When the truth is recognized - illusions will fade.  Death is not the end.  Birth is not the beginning – it’s a continuing.  It’s all just a vicious cycle that has no actual beginning or end - it just is – it always has been – it always will be - until there is nothing left to fear.

In the Garden of Eden story Adam blames the woman - the woman blames the snake - the snake goes in the hole and a crying baby comes out – starting the whole process over again.

God did not create death so it doesn’t really exist.  We made death seem real by fearing it & giving it meaning.  By putting our faith in something other than God, we give fear the power of our will.  By being afraid, you are telling your mind that you are not in Heaven & so you must remain here until you remember w/o forgetting.

Fear is an illusion.

You only forget to remember better. Fear of God is a misperception of a mind not thinking correctly.  Punishment is not correction.  God does not judge.  God does not punish.  God does not condemn - people think they can so they think God does too & that’s the God they worship.  A false God – one they made – an idol that is of no real value even though it seems to be.

Since Heaven is the only reality, you must believe you are someplace else if you don’t believe you are in Heaven.  Fear is legion & takes many forms.  All form is illusion.  

Who you truly are is revealed to you by your Spirit.  Spirit is invisible until it is reflected.  Spirit needs Mind to be expressed physically through the body.  Spirit & Mind must have dominion in order to extend who & what they are through you.  Word became flesh.  Words come from thoughts - thoughts come from Mind - Mind w/ the same power of will than the Mind that created it & w/ the power to create like or to make different – only one of which can be real.

There is only one reality & it must always be true in order to have ever been real or true in the first place.  Everything other than this reality is illusion.  Illusions make more illusions – even the illusion of truth.  Illusions are the result of denying the truth.  Illusions rely on the truth for their existence - truth itself is never hidden.  The truth only waits in silence to be recognized for what it is – not for what it isn’t.  We do not get to decide what is true, we merely decide to accept or deny what is already true & we decide w/ every thought. 

If you knew for certain that who you really are never dies, how would that change all your thoughts right now?

Who told you you were naked?  God asked this of Adam in the Garden of Eden after he had eaten from the tree of knowledge of good & evil, which Adam was warned about before Eve even came about.  The answer is in the question. 

Adam & Eve’s realization that they are naked & the fear they feel is a result of going against what God told Adam, namely that if he ate from the tree of knowledge of good & evil surely he would die.

The story is a metaphor for explaining how easily fear can change your perception of the world.  Their fear of God’s punishment is what expels them from the Garden & this is nothing more than a misperception of God in their own minds.  It’s no different today than it ever has been in the past.  God is love & only love – no one can make God be something God isn’t – no matter how hard they may try.  Only in illusions can it seem to be true.

Your idea of God exists in your mind & that makes you do & say what you do - even if you think you’re an atheist.  All mind is one. God never needs to forgive b/c God never judges.  Humans judge all the time.  Humans condemn by judging.  That is why humans need to forgive. 

Forgiveness is not of something you think is done to you or someone else by somebody else - though part of your mind wants you to believe this is true b/c that’s what you were taught.  Forgiveness is of yourself for thinking that something wrong was done to you or someone else when in reality it wasn’t – it only appears that way in illusions.  This is very difficult for people to accept & that’s understandable given our present situation. 

We want to blame someone else for the predicament we find ourselves in.  Anybody else other than us is fine.  If we can’t find someone else to blame – we’ll blame ourselves.  It’s what we’ve been taught all our lives – so that’s what we perceive as reality even though it isn’t true.  We were taught a victim’s mentality & we have accepted that frame of mind as what’s true.  Somebody is always the victim – even if it isn’t us.  There are no victimless crimes here – not in our minds & I’m sure you have countless examples to prove it.  Someone is always a victim & someone is always guilty of doing something wrong.

In truth, everybody must really be guiltless b/c God’s love is unconditional & that’s why love must be unconditional in order to be love.  This is true whether you believe it or not.  Your will is free so you can easily deny it & that’s why we’re given as much time as we need to accept it.

Only humans put conditions on love.  Only humans can think that love is something that it is not & not what it is.  The only person you ever really need to forgive is yourself - but nobody here will really believe this is true until they forgive everybody else first.

There are no exceptions.  Nobody can be left out in your mind b/c if anybody is you can be sure you haven’t forgiven yourself.  That is why Jesus taught that you must love your enemies.

That’s why Christ is the way, the truth & the life.  That is why the way to God is through Christ alone.

Christ means Christ Mind.  The same Mind that’s in the Father is in the Son.  Spirit insures this is always true.  The Holy Trinity is One b/c it is of One Mind & One Spirit.

To be of One Mind or Spirit has meaning - to be of one body does not.  Until you accept this as being true you will continue to think you can suffer loss & if you perceive loss outside of yourself you can be certain you believe it’s also within.  

In truth, it’s neither w/in nor w/o.  There is no loss in the Kingdom of Heaven - there is only gain.  Creation shares everything equally w/ everyone forever.  Creation is always extending - always sharing.  Your mind will learn this in time b/c that’s where you think you are.

Who told you you were naked?  This question is the Alpha & Omega.  The first & last question you ever have to ask & answer for yourself.  You must answer & you always do whether you are aware of it or not.  In reality there is nothing to fear.  The Kingdom of Heaven is true b/c God creates perfectly.  

Why wouldn't God create perfectly?

There was no beginning - there will be no end.  God is.  We only exist b/c God doesn’t want to be alone.  God doesn’t want to be alone for the same reasons nobody really wants to be alone.  Everybody can understand this – but only w/ their mind - it only needs to be accepted to be known.  Once it is known it can easily be shared.  This takes no effort.  It is done by example.

The Will of God is the only will that has ever existed.  God decided to share that will w/ every mind equally.  This is what every mind is here to remember.  To remember means you must already know & you do.  No matter what you think, your mind is completely free - it already knows what it needs to know.  Everything you need was given to you at creation.

You can think about anything you want.  Your mind is limitless. Your Mind & Spirit are the only things about you that are in the likeness of God.  God shared Mind & gave you your Spirit when God created you.  You were created to be you forever.  You were created perfect.  Fear makes you forget this is true, even though fear is something your mind decides to think all by itself.  No one can make you afraid of something you aren’t already afraid of. 

You can try to make what is perfect imperfect & you can think you can succeed - but you never will.  You cannot completely separate yourself from your source.  If you can decide to think something fearful, you can also decide not to.  

Forgiveness is the only way to remember what you already know.  Love is the only way out of fear - forgiveness is the means.  You cannot conquer or master fear – attempting it only reinforces the reality of fear - there’s no point in trying to fight what doesn't really exist - there is nothing to fight.  Thinking there is will only reinforce the illusion in your mind.  You’ll believe you’ve overcome one fear – but there will always be another & another.  They are all the same – one is not stronger in your mind than the other - even though you might think that’s true b/c of how it seems.

Fear is fear & anything you are afraid of is an illusion.  All illusions are equal in their nothingness & they all are meaningless.

You are never asked to do something you cannot do & so you are gently led along the path in time, until you no longer need time. You decide when that will be for yourself – but you never decide alone.  When you decide something for yourself – you’re automatically deciding for everybody else in your mind.

No defense is the best defense.  You can only prove this to yourself – but you can’t prove it by yourself.  2 by 2 we enter the ark & any 2 will do.

Ultimately you must forgive yourself for forgetting what you already know. The only thoughts that get in the way of forgiveness are ones you want to be true that aren’t.  

The devil doesn’t really exist.  All the feelings & beliefs you hold on to that aren’t true want to be real – they want to be true & you can’t understand why they can’t be b/c you’re the one who wants them to be true.  You can understand b/c you already know why they can’t – you just don’t want to accept the reason.  Those feelings & thoughts are idols you made to substitute for the Spirit that was given you by the Mind of God.  Anything about you that can be harmed is not really you.  What you are is invulnerable.

Since Mind & Spirit have no image that leaves a space where idols can be made if that is your decision. This is only possible in illusions.  You love all your feelings & beliefs b/c you make them real for you.  Some of them were taught to you – but you made the decision to believe them.  Only those beliefs which you made w/ the power of your own freewill can refuse to forgive others.  That’s how the truth is kept from your awareness.  It has no real effect on the truth, only on your awareness of the truth.  You are doing it to yourself & you are the only one who can stop it from happening b/c your will is unconditionally free.

God gave you everything you need to do this when God created you.  You were created to be you.  You did not create yourself even though you were allowed to make decisions for yourself just like everyone else.  Decisions about beliefs can always be undone b/c they don’t really exist except in your mind.  Everything you believe that isn’t true is an illusion of who & what you really are - developed over time from experiences that have been misperceived.  You learned how to make them.  You were taught poorly by people that didn’t know what they were doing b/c they learned how the exact same way.  You just decided to play along.

The part of your mind that is illusion never has anything good to say about anything.  You want those thoughts to be you but they can't be.  You want to believe everything you now believe.  Those thoughts are like a child having tantrum - like a child pouting that it can’t have what it wants.  You will use any means necessary to convince yourself those thoughts are true b/c nobody wants to be wrong.  You’ll use the body as a witness – either yours or someone else’s.    Whatever it takes to prove you’re right.

Your spirit really know those thoughts are not true & so your mind is conflicted – it seems to be split in two.  You cannot serve two masters & remain at peace.

Within your mind is another child - an innocent child who just wants you to remember what you already know.  This child knows there isn’t any fear in love.  This child is your Spirit.  You know what you truly love - even if you don’t know why.  You must learn to forgive yourself for what you didn‘t do - but only thought you did.  All those thoughts aren’t real - they only seem real b/c you want them to be real.  You think they are part of you – but you are mistaken.  You can change your mind about it w/o the fear of being punished for having thought it to be true.

In order to understand how this can be you must forgive everybody everything.  You must not allow anyone to think that they can harm you.  They can only harm those beliefs you have that are false & that is why it’s difficult for you to forgive.  The belief in sin wants to punish the body now b/c that’s all it can do.  You learned about sin from other people, who came up w/ the idea of sin to suit their own purposes.  B/c you learned it you can also unlearn it.  If there is no sin - everybody wins.  Only false beliefs could want it to be different & that’s either true or it isn’t. 

You can prove it to yourself quite easily b/c the truth is simple - the truth is easy.  How hard can it be to learn something you already know?  Every loving thought is true & in truth there isn’t any other kind of thought that’s real or true.  When you remember this, you will believe it, the sooner you believe it, the sooner you’ll perceive it.  You will remember it one way or another b/c in time you will eventually experience the truth of it whether you want to or not. There is no choice - only delay.

In order for the Kingdom of Heaven to be perceived here on Earth Atonement must be accomplished in your mind.  It already has in the mind of God - so it must already be true in yours.  It's only waiting your acceptance.  If you don’t think that’s true for your mind, then your mind is denying what is true & you will suffer b/c of it – not in reality but in illusions.  

You are taking a bite of forbidden fruit from the tree of knowledge of good & evil, thinking you can decide what is true & what isn‘t.  By so doing, surely you will think you can die & so you will & this thought will naturally make you afraid of something that isn’t true – but that you think is b/c that’s what you want to believe.

You have made an idol, a golden calf that you will worship more than your true self that was given to you for free.  God doesn’t need your worship.  You are part of God whether you want to be or not & you can never separate yourself completely from your source - no matter how hard you try.  You cannot sell your soul.

What is true is always true.  What is true always has to be true in order to ever have been true in the first place.  

What good does it do to tell you something you already know?  How can I tell you something you already know w/o making you feel stupid?  W/o you thinking that I know something that you don’t?  I don’t know anything that you don’t already know.  We both must decide to accept what’s true & deny what isn’t.

When the death of a body is perceived w/ fear you are telling yourself you are naked.  You don’t believe anyone more than yourself.  You must prove to yourself that fear & death are illusions.  You won’t believe it’s true any other way & your mind will not awaken to the Kingdom of Heaven until you do - even though in reality your mind has never actually left.  This world is as close to hell as God will allow our minds to make it be. 

Anything you perceive in this world that does not reflect the Kingdom of Heaven is an illusion – no matter how it seems.  Everything you perceive is a reflection.  Your eyes really don’t see.  Your ears really don’t hear.  You never really touch anything.  They are all electrical impulses that the body receives & the mind interprets using it’s free will.  Your mind decides b/c that how it creates.  You give meaning to everything you perceive.  If you don’t believe it – look at the science of it.

What do you know that you didn’t learn from somebody else?

The reflections of reality are naturally distorted by perception which is easily fooled.  Appearances do not make reality, they are merely appearances - truth remains eternally unchanged.  That means it’s always been the same, always has been, always will be.

If you perceive something other than reality you are misperceiving.  Misperception can be corrected.   Correction is for the mind – the source of the error.  Correction is not punishment - punishment is not correction.  Anything that promotes fear in your mind is counterproductive to correction.  Punishment is a false belief - a means to keep fear present in your mind.

The fear your mind thinks is real is merely an illusion you give the power of your will b/c of its unlimited freedom.  You were given dominion over your mind when you were created.  Everybody has a part to play in the Atonement - you decide when to play your part, not what part you play.  All mind is one.  Thinking your mind is separate will naturally make part of your mind afraid.  

You may believe you are naked - but you decided what naked means.  You decide if naked is a bad thing to be or not to be.

You are co-creator w/ God - you no more than me & not any less either.  Truth is one.  Truth is never hidden.  Truth can only be denied by a will that is completely free.  You cannot learn what truth is b/c you already know.  Truth is either recognized or not. When it is not - you have given your faith to illusion.  Truth is unaffected by illusion in any way.  If illusion is thought to be truth the truth is being denied.  Truth has no opposite which is why there is no fear in Heaven.  Your mind cannot enter the Kingdom while it is afraid. 

Everything & nothing cannot coexist.

The Kingdom of Heaven is now b/c it’s always now.  Time & space are part of the same illusion.  All illusions are really the same.  The past is dead & gone - the future never happens.  The sun never stops shining.  The earth never occupies the same space twice.

Everything works like clockwork whether we keep track of time or not.  Time seems to go in one direction & that’s merely a distorted reflection of the truth.  We all are going to the same place.  We're all along for the ride. 

We all move in circles.

You might think that there are multiple truths - this is an error based on misperception.  It only seems to be true b/c you want it to be true.  This misperception can only be corrected by your own thoughts.  There are no idle thoughts.

The power of your will has the power of the Creator behind it, so you have the ability to perceive what you want to perceive. Everybody can believe something else is true, which means the truth can sometimes seem to not be true.  

How does that make sense?  How is that not insane? 

You can believe whatever you want b/c your will is free.  You may think that all of this is not true.  It certainly isn’t true b/c I say it is. It’s either true or it isn’t.  You must decide for yourself.  There’s nothing to argue about unless that’s what you want to do.  That won't change anything.  Only your mind can do that.  You must decide b/c you always do.

You can deny that it’s always now if you want to.  When is it not now, except in your mind?  How can love be love if it has conditions?  Only you can decide love is something else.  Love must mean one thing to be love & to have any real meaning that everybody can always count on.

If you want love to be less than everything there isn’t anything I can do about it.  Your will is as free & as powerful as mine.  Together we all make the world what we want it to be.  Good & evil are both irrelevant - when you know what’s true you would never choose to think of evil & it would simply no longer exist in your mind.  

How can this be a choice when it’s known to be true?

It seems that there are millions of choices when there really isn’t even one to make & yet you must still decide.  You merely decide to accept or deny the truth.  You decide w/ every thought & w/ every thought you either enter or leave the Kingdom of Heaven - w/ every thought you either sleep or awaken.  Every thought you have is either one of love or fear.  

You don’t actually choose fear b/c it isn‘t real - it’s just a misperception that results from denying what love truly is.  Fear is just a call to love.

It is time to wake the dead.

Fear is not true, so in reality fear has no effect.  By giving fear the power of your will you make fear seem real & give fear effects that are difficult to deny - but only b/c you have given those thoughts the power of your will.  You have given them meaning they don‘t really have & still you can change your mind @ any given moment. This is always true – all the time - for everyone – that’s how I know it’s true.

You know when you’re afraid & you also know when you’re not. Fear cannot hide from your awareness unless you allow it to & if you know for certain that’s it’s an illusion you also know there’s nothing to fear.  You’ve had years of practicing to deceive yourself by making yourself think fear is something real when it is not.

You must want to learn what you have been doing behind your back & in front of your face, then you must learn to forgive yourself for doing it b/c there's nothing to forgive.

Certainty requires there be no doubt.  How can one ever be certain except by experiencing something firsthand & even then there’s still room for doubt b/c you can always change your mind about it again & again. That’s freewill.  That’s unconditional.  That’s love.

Be bold as love.

We give meaning to everything we experience.  If we like the result of something that happens we think we did the right thing. If we don’t we think we should have done something else.  If we think we did all we could & still don’t like the result we have to come up w/ some reason why we don’t like the result.  We rationalize everything just to convince ourselves it all makes sense.

If you’re looking for something or someone to blame something on it’s always easy to find that something or someone else to blame, whether it’s yourself or somebody else or something else entirely - even God.

None of it really seems to make any sense & maybe it never will. It's madness – there’s really no point in trying to understand madness.  You can’t find meaning in something that is meaningless. 

We’re all still here & none of us made the decision to be here as far as we know.  What way of thinking is in your best interests?  You do get to decide that.  Decide.

Why do I care?  Why do I want to know the truth?  Who can I ask that can answer me w/ certainty?  Who will I believe besides myself?

What has no conditions but one condition?

We all move in circles.