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GENESISSY

God is Mind.  God is an Idea.

God is the Cause of Everything.

Cause is only Cause b/c of it's Effect.

Mind is naturally abstract & w/o form.

Mind is Energy.

Energy is positive & negative.

Everything is made of Energy.

God is Everything.

The part is whole & the whole is in every part.

God decides that not being alone is better than being alone.

The only thing better than having & being everything is sharing what having & being is like w/ something else.

In order to do that God must create something new.

That something new must be like God b/c it is created by God - in God's likeness.  The something new doesn't know for certain that it is part of God even though it must realize it's part of something much bigger than itself.  If it knew there wouldn't be any doubt in it's Mind.  To know is to be certain.

Mind is both subconscious & conscious.

The subconscious mind is abstract - unlimited.

The conscious mind is specific - limited.

Mind is continuously making decision.  It never stops.

GEN 1:1

In the beginning God created the Heaven & the Earth

Heaven is a State of Mind.  That State is always at Peace.

Earth is a State of Perception.  That State depends on who is doing the perceiving.

Earth is a distorted reflection of Heaven - it's distorted by Perception.

In Heaven Mercy rules.

On Earth Judgment seems to rule.

Judgment separates.  Mercy unites.

Judgment is negative energy.  Mercy is positive energy.

Judgment requires Perception.

Perception leads to beliefs.

Knowledge doesn't require belief.

Knowledge requires Wisdom & Understanding.

Wisdom & Understanding require Strength & Kindness.

Strength & Kindness are balanced by Beauty.

Beauty is reached by Sincerity & Confidence.

The Foundation of all this is Truth.

It's the Tree of Life.

It's rooted in the Kingdom.

Earth is the Kingdom.  We are the Kingdom.

The Cornerstone of Truth is Love.

Love is only Love when it is Unconditional.

There is Love & love - there is the snake & there is the dove.

Choose Thee Well.

Love is the Law.  Love under Will.

There is no fear in Heaven b/c in Heaven there is nothing to fear. Heaven is a State of Mind that can be reached here - even though on Earth fear seems to be out of our control. Everyone is responsible for their own fearful thoughts. Fearful thoughts keep your Mind out of Heaven. You can't be at Peace if you are afraid.  You can't enter Heaven if you have any fear in your Mind.

GEN 1:2

& the earth was w/o form & void & darkness was upon the face of the deep & the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters

Earth is made of Fire Air & Water.

Three Mothers.  One Father.

Shin - Aleph - Mem - Yod

Fire = Spirit = Will = Desire

Air = Mind = Idea = Plan

Water = Emotion = Feeling = Need

Earth = Physical = Nature = Perception

Yod

Hei            

Vav    

Hei

GEN 1:3

& God said - let there be light: and there was light

GEN 1:4

& God saw the light - that it was good & God divided the light from the darkness

Day & Night.

God creates two great lights.

One ruling the Day - The Sun.

One ruling the Night - The Moon.

Only one actually generates light.  The other only reflects light.

GEN 1:26

& God said – Let us make man in our image – after our likeness - & let them have dominion

Let "us" - In "our" image - after "our" likeness.  No body yet.   Who is "us"?

GEN 1:27

So God created man in his own image - in the image of God created he him: male & female created he them

Still no body yet.  God has no image.  The only thing about us that is God-like is our Minds & our Spirits.

GEN2:6,7

But there went up a mist from the earth & watered the whole face of the ground & the Lord God formed man of the dust of the ground & breathed into his nostrils the breadth of life & man became a living soul

Now there's a body - made of Fire - Air - Water & Earth.

&

God is now referred to as Lord God.

GEN2:16,17

& the Lord God commanded the man – saying - of every tree of the garden thou mayest freely eat - But of the tree of the knowledge of good & evil thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die

There is no tree.  There is no apple.  Nowhere does it ever say apple.  It's metaphorical.

God is saying to Adam - Trust my Judgment when it comes to good & evil.

God warns Man - Adam - Atom  - of the danger of not following God's advice.  Still no Woman yet.

Male & Female already exist as one in Man.

Man falls asleep & God forms Woman from Man's rib.

It's meant to symbolize they are still One even though they are separate.

Knowledge is knowing that giving & receiving are the same - just like having & being. They happen at the same time.  In reality it is always now.  It's never not now.

When is it ever not now except in your Mind?

Perception does not believe giving & receiving / having & being are the same.  Perception doesn't believe that it's always now.  Perception is easily fooled & not a very reliable witness to truth - even though we use it as if it were.  Perception requires something to perceive something else w/ - a body.

You can share One Mind - you can't share one body.  The body is a learning device for the Mind.  It's usefulness is limited b/c it is temporary.  Spirit is eternal.  Mind is eternal.

You can believe whatever the fuck you want to believe.

Everybody believes what they think does them the most good.

You can't make someone believe something they don't want to believe.

You can fool them or trick them into believing something - but when then know - you will lose their trust.

Once trust is lost it's difficult to be regained.

You can't force someone to be happy anymore than you can force someone to stop being afraid.

Everyone must decide for themselves - but not alone.  By deciding you decide for everyone else.  What you believe is true for you - you will believe is true for everybody.  When you perceive something that goes against what you believe it makes your Mind confused & angry.  Your Mind thinks it's being attacked.

Anger is fear in disguise.  The fear makes you feel justified in attacking what you perceive as inequality or injustice.  Nobody wants to be wrong.  Everybody wants to be right.

What if everybody is only right for themselves?

God makes Woman from a part of Man so they both have something else to share existence w/.  It's a reciprocal relationship.  Man is given something like himself to give to & receive from.  Woman is part of man & Man is part of Woman.  The bond is unable to be broken.  We are all Human Beings.  We are all here together - what difference does the how really matter now?

YIN & YANG exists in both Man & Woman.  We are both different & the same - at the same time.  We have an animal nature & a spiritual nature.  We're the only animal on the planet that can decide not to fuck.

GEN3:1

Now the serpent was more subtil than any beast of the field which the Lord God had made

Now the serpent is a cock - a penis - a dragon - an Alabama Blacksnake - whatever the fuck you want to call it - it's a dick.  The first pussy is always free.

After they eat from the tree they both realize they are naked & they are ashamed.

They were naked before & everything was good - they eat from of the tree of good & evil & suddenly things are bad.  They have eaten forbidden fruit.  What did they really do?  Now they think they know how to tell the difference between good & evil.  They obviously don't.

They didn't trust what God told them - but God only told Adam - so Adam must have told Eve - hence the snake.  They couldn't help themselves - pussy is that good.  Who doesn't want to eat that apple?

God would know this.  God would have taken precautions to ensure their safety w/o having to infringe on their freewill - like any good parent would.  You don't wake a child from a nightmare by smacking them.

They feel guilty b/c now they think they will die b/c that's what they believe.  They cover themselves & try to hide from the punishment they fear is certainly coming.

When you do something you think you shouldn't you feel guilty - especially if someone warned you not to.  Doesn't necessarily stop you from wanting to do it again - most of the time - though some of the time it might.  You don't feel guilt before you do something - only after.  If you hold onto guilt it will find a way to fuck w/ your Mind.  Guilt makes the Mind afraid.  Fear makes the Mind angry or depressed.  People react differently to similar situations.  The conflict forces the Mind to search for something to blame b/c what it knows & what it thinks it knows differ.  It doesn't want to be guilty b/c it doesn't want to be punished.  If it can't find someone else to blame - it will blame itself & that stress on the Mind will manifest itself in the body.

Punishment is not Correction regardless of whether or not you think it is deserved. Judgment is not our function.  Forgiveness is b/c we think we actually can judge & we prove it to ourselves all the time.  In order to truly judge fairly you must know the whole truth & how it affects everyone now & in the future.  No one can know that - People lie all the time - but we still try to judge anyways.  What other choice is there here?

Guilt is a misperception of the Mind just like fear - b/c it is fear.  It's an Error that needs Correction at the Source - the Mind is the Source - not the Behavior.  Change the Mind & you automatically will change the Behavior.

There is no such thing as Sin.  They made it all up to suit their purposes.  Everybody has thoughts of Pride / Envy / Anger / Sloth / Greed / Gluttony & Lust.  It's a guaranteed money maker.  They're all defective forms of Love that require Correction not punishment whenever they are destructive to anyone's well being.

To God everyone is Innocent.  God doesn't need to forgive b/c God doesn't condemn.  God doesn't judge b/c there is no need.  God knows what God created.  God creates perfectly from the start.  How else can God be God?

People condemn - people judge - so people need to forgive.  Forgiveness is for the self. You won't forgive yourself until you learn to forgive everybody else & this just takes time. Your Mind won't want to accept this is true b/c your Mind doesn't think everyone deserves to be forgiven b/c there are time when you don't think you deserve forgiveness - but you know how it feels when you are.  You know the difference it makes b/c you have experienced it first hand.  You know the healing power of forgiveness.

Nothing is a better teacher than firsthand experience.

When God comes looking for them all God asks Adam is : Who told you you were naked?

Adam never answers the question.  He blames the woman God gave him & she in turn blames the snake.  They seal their own fate by believing something that isn't true.  They fear punishment & that's what they get b/c they expect it.  They believe God is a God of Punishment & Judgment b/c that's what they are - Fear of God is born.  Reality is distorted & an illusion of truth is believed over the truth.

God only created Love - so that's all that really exists.  That's all God gave - so that's all that could be received.  God doesn't really speak to anyone literally.  It all happens in the Mind.  Inspiration.  Imagination.

You were created to be you.  You were created 9 months before you were born.  Nobody remembers that day & nobody celebrates it.  You can believe God is Imaginary.  You can believe God doesn't exist - but you did not create yourself.  It's got nothing to do w/ religion.  God has no rules.  Some people think they need rules.

Man was given Dominion over the Earth & himself. Freewill ensures this is always true. Man makes fear real by thinking his judgment is better than God's. Man perceives what Man wants to perceive & the world he has made provides countless witnesses to what he believes is true.

We have freewill to accept or deny what is already true.  We don't get to decide what is true - that has already been decided for us.

Love is the law. Love under will. Love is only Love when it's unconditional - there's no way around it. It doesn't require belief to be true. It just is. Make up all the excuses you want not to believe it. What is true must always be true. Truth has no choice. We always do.

Fear only exists b/c Man believes it serves a purpose. Fear is Legion - it has many names to hide itself - even love. Man realized the power of fear a very long time ago.  It's been used to control other men for thousands of years.

If you have children you think you have more to be afraid of than you do if you don't have children.  That's a given. You can only escape those fearful thoughts w/ your Mind. You might think you always know what's in your child's best interests - you took on that responsibility by having one - but at a certain point they will have to make up their own Minds.  There will be a point in time where you still think you know what's best for your child - but they will disagree.

What do you know that somebody else didn't tell you?  Who do you believe more than yourself when it comes to anything you think you know?

Children can be forbidden fruit & it's obviously not really forbidden.  If a god really forbids something - who could go against a god's will except another god?

There is only One Will & God shares it w/ us all equally.  The Father is Father b/c of the Son.  If God willed God's Son to be Innocent - they Innocent he is - no matter what he does & whether you like it or not.

You can only think your will is something that it isn't b/c your will is free - created in the likeness of God w/ the ability to create like or make different - but only in illusions.  We make the world what it is.  We believe what we perceive is reality b/c we decided that it is.  We don't doubt it.  The power of thought & belief combined.  That power made the world what it is today.  Everything has got blood all over it.

How can you expect go to war w/ a god & not think it's gonna be a bloodbath?

The body count of the world is high - but it's not God's War.  God doesn't fight b/c there is no need.  God is God.  God knows what is real & what isn't.  God knows what matters & what doesn't.  God doesn't care about bodies.  Matter only matters to matter.  The truth doesn't fight to be true.  God is at Peace - we are at war & w/ ourselves at that.

Fear divides.  Love unites.

Love never attacks.  People only attack out of fear & here on Earth there seems to be many reasons to be afraid.  There is no fear in Heaven b/c there can't be.  Fear is only an illusion of the Mind & so the part of the Mind that believes it's real needs a place & a time to accept the Truth.

Time & Space are the same illusion.  Appearances do not make reality.  Illusions fight Illusions - trying to be something they can never be.  Illusions rely on Truth for their existence - just like the best lie is mostly true.

Every loving thought is true - every thought that isn't Love is a call to the Love it denies. It's a denial that Love is Unconditional & an acceptance of fear as real. You decide w/ every thought. You only decide how to answer the call you hear. Every thought either crucifies or heals God's Son.  We all are God's Son - that is Christ.  Like Buddha taught we all can be Buddha - Christ taught we all can be Christ.  It truly is a State of Mind & it's already true.

It took God six days to give it a rest.  How many more do you need?

Don't complicated it all by trying to interpret it literally.  Truth is simple.  Truth is never hidden - it's only accepted or denied.

You receive what you give b/c you keep what you give. In order to have peace you must be at peace. Peace is not achieved through anything external.  Know thyself.

Honesty means what you think doesn't contradict what you say & do. What you say & do attests to what you believe. You may fool others - but you can't really fool yourself - not forever. Something inside you always knows the Truth. What is hidden will be revealed.  It can't help itself - that's why it needs so many disguises.  Your Mind either projects or extends. It's a law of Mind. Only Love can be extended.

Who told you you were naked.  It's not really a question when you already know the answer.

FreeWillY

I think therefore I think I am.

I know I think.  I know I am.

How do I know what I think & what I am matters?

I know they both matter to me.

I know I think both consciously & unconsciously.

I know I never stop thinking.
Some thoughts just seem to pop in my mind all on their own.

I know which thoughts I like & which thoughts I don't.

I know which thoughts are love & which thoughts are not.
I do decide which thoughts linger.
Some thoughts seem to come back when I least expect them.
I don't think that is my decision - but maybe it is.
If it is - I'm not sure how to stop it from happening.
I still know I can always deny them time to linger.
If it's not me who's doing it - who else could it be?

Do I really know what I need?

Do I really know what I want?

Do I know or do I only think I know?
Do I make my own decisions or not?
Every moment I must make a decision 
- whether I'm aware of it or not.
What am I deciding?
How do I know?

What I know I don't have to think about - I just know.

There is no question.

There is no debate.

There is no doubt.
There is no conflict.

I think about what I think I need to think about.

I think about what I think I don't need to think about.

I think about what I think I want to think about.

I think about what I think I don't want to think about.

I care about what I think I need to care about. 

I care about what I think I don't need to care about.

I care about what I think I want to care about.

I care about what I think I don't want to care about.

I worry about what I think I need to worry about.

I worry about what I think I don't need to worry about.

I only worry about what I think I don't want to worry about.

I never worry about what I want to worry about 
b/c I don't want to worry about anything.

I feel what I think I need to feel.

I feel what I think I don't need to feel.

I feel what I think I want to feel.

I feel what I think I don't want to feel.

I say what I think I need to say.

I say what I think I don't need to say.

I say what I think I want to say.

I say what I think I don't want to say.

I do what I think I need to do.

I do what I think I don't need to do.

I do what I think I want to do.

I do what I think I don't want to do.

I think I need what I think I need.

I think I need what I think I want.

I think I want what I think I need.

I think I want what I think I want.

I think I need to think something.

I think I want to think something.

I think I need to care about something.

I think I don't need to care about anything.

I know I want to care about something.

I know I don't want to care about some things.

I think I need to worry about some things.

I know I don't want to worry about anything.

I know I feel something.

I know I want to feel something.

Do I need to feel something?

I know I say something.

I know I want to say something.

Do I need to say something?

I know I do something.

I know I want to do something.

Do I need to do something?

Do I need to need something?

I know I want to want something.

Do I need to want something?

I don't want to need anything.

I think what I think matters.

I think what I feel matters.

I think what I say matters.

I think what I do matters.

Does what I think only matter to me?

Does what I feel only matter to me?

Does what I say only matter to me?

Does what I do only matter to me?

I think therefore I think I matter.

Do I only matter to me?

How do I know?

Light Particles

I can see light particles in my eye - not out in the world - within my eye - like the light is bouncing against my lens. 

It's very different than all the floaty black specks you can sometimes see floating in your eye.  These are very tiny bright white particles that move around all on their own.

I've been observing them for more than 13 years when I first noticed that they were there. I'm sure they've always been there - I just never noticed them before then. There seem to be more of them now than when I first started noticing them.

Some days they seem more active than others - but I have no idea why.

I've shown some other people how to notice them & they say they can see them too - but they don't see as many as I do now & nobody ever seems at all interested in them - they always just blow it off like it's no big deal. I can't find any information about them anywhere.

I've emailed several particle physicists & some others about them but nobody ever responds.

They're easiest to see when looking at a flat bright bg like the sky or a white wall in a brightly lit room. I know they're still present no matter where I am & no matter how much light is available they're just more difficult to see if the bg isn't flat or if there isn't much available light - or if I keep changing where my eyes are focused.  It's better to focus on one spot for a few moments.

The particles move around in various ways - some pop on & off - others zip around very fast - some move slower - some zig zag around before disappearing - they kind of act like tiny falling stars. 

They're all on the same plane in my eye - there is no z axis movement at all - they're not coming at me or going away - that's why I believe it's the light bouncing off the lens of my eye & scattering as it enters my eye.

By slowly panning my head while keeping my focus straight ahead I've proven that the particles all move together as a group even though they continue to do their own thing individually.

If I'm looking at the clear or overcast sky they're everywhere in my vision. There's far too many particles to count & it's impossible to watch just one of them for more than a moment.  They never stop appearing & disappearing.  When I first started noticing them I would say there were less than half of what I can see now - but I don't remember that happening - it seems to have increased gradually over time.  As far as I can tell it has stopped increasing.

I really just want to know what the fuck they are - but nobody seems to be able to answer that.  I can't believe somebody isn't studying them or that more people wouldn't be interested in them if they saw them too.  It's impossible for me not to see them now when I look at the sky.

They don't really bother me at all other than not being able to find any information about them anywhere. Indoors I hardly ever notice them - unless I look for them. If I stare at the white on my computer screen for a few moments I can see them - again - in my eye - not actually on the screen itself.

Again - the particles are nothing like all the black shit floating around in the eyeball that you can sometimes see when you shift your eyes back & forth or up & down - you'll probably see some of that stuff too if you look for the particles - but the particles are always bright white. They never get more or less bright - they only appear & disappear.  They don't seem to be on the same plane as the other stuff either.

I'm not really expecting a response to this - but if you do happen to read this & decide to look for them yourself I would appreciate one if you see them & have any thoughts about them or know someone who might know what they are.

thanx

HoW tO PlAy ThE pIaNo W/o ReAlLy TrYiNg

I don’t know if this proves the existence of God, or not - I do know it proves that something that seems difficult & hard to understand can become easy by thinking about it a better way - may not seem like it’s better to everybody - but it’s better for me & so I believe – I already proved it works for me beyond a shadow of doubt - proof for you it may not be - there's really only one way to find out - but first you have to want to PlAy

Don’t try to do all of this at once - though you’re certainly free to try - if any part of it frustrates or confuses you skip that part & do what doesn’t - have fun - that’s the best way I know how to explain how to do it

As a warm-up - Play only black keys - Play them all - Hold your foot down on the right foot pedal - Make it sound like something to you in your head - run your fingers & palms down all the black keys - one end to other - vary holding down the right foot pedal & releasing it - have fun doing it like a child playing w/o any supervision & nobody is home

Pick three black keys with the left hand - Pick the same three blacks keys an octave or two higher with the right hand - don’t know what an octave is take a look at the keys & take a guess - it doesn’t really matter now 

Play those three keys w/ each hand in various ways - all 3 w/ the left then 1 then 2 - in any combination however you want - do the same w/ the right hand - keep doing it until you like what you here – change black keys till you find a short pattern you can repeat & that you like - once you find that pattern keep repeating it - go away from the pattern then come back to it - like it’s a part of a song

Mix it up - try introducing new keys & listen for what sounds good to you - if you don’t like how it sounds try till you find one you do - sing a line of lyrics - sing softly at first - pick a line that matches the repeat pattern you like playing - maybe the line is something you heard that day or something you said to yourself or somebody else said that you thought was funny - or just sing whatever comes to mind while you’re playing - find one phrase you really like & keep repeating it until another line comes to mind - sing however you like – don’t worry about what it sounds like – if you don’t like how it sounds just sing it softly like a whisper

Do the same w/ white keys - only start with picking every other white key as the 3 - 3 w/ the left & 3 w/ the right - move up or down 1 or 2 keys as you play them in various ways - 3 fingers together then 2 fingers then 1 finger - mix it up w/ both hands - find whatever sounds good to you - find another pattern you like to repeat - play the same notes w/ a different rhythm or a different tempo

Go to  http://8notes.com/piano_chord_chart/  for some chord charts to play - play the chords & their inversions all the way up & down the keyboard - pick any 3 note chord to start like C - start at middle C w/ the left hand & play the chord - C E G - play the same chord w/ the right hand one octave higher - move either right or left w/ both hands by playing the inverted forms of the chord - do one hand at a time if that's easier - play in both directions - for C that would mean if going to the right you’d play - C E G then E G C - the new C being an octave higher - then G C E - do it up & down the keyboard - start easy - have fun

Play all the C chords w/ the left hand - switching from one chord to the next - add the right hand when there is more than 4 notes - play the notes of the chord 1 at a time - then mix it up & play 2 or 3 - add the right hand into the mix an octave higher

Do the same type of finger patterns w/ all the different chords – learn the inverted forms of all the chords as well

Here are some chords that go together - learn to play between them in each Key - put 3 or 4 or 5 of them together into a repeated pattern & you got a song - play chords w/ the left hand & mix it up w/ the right hand playing partial chords or single notes of the chord one after the other - start around middle C then experiment w/ playing higher & lower octaves - moving further to the left w/ the left hand & further right w/ the right

KEY OF C

F  C  G  Am  Em  Dm  Eb  Bb  Bdim  FMaj7  CMaj7  G7  Am7  Em7  Dm7  Bm7b5  Ebmaj7  BbMaj7

KEY OF F

A#  F  C  Gm  Dm  Am  Edim  Ab  Eb  A#Maj7  FMaj7  C7  Gm7  Dm7  Am7  Em7b5  AbMaj7  EbMah7

KEY OF G

C  G  D  Am  Em  Bm  F#dim  Bb  F  CMaj7  GMaj7  D7  Am7  Em7  Bm7  F#m7b5  BbMaj7  FMaj7

PlAyInG iS sUpPoSeD tO bE fUn - So HaVe FuN

DoCiNmyHE@D2.1

NEXT TIME U FIND YOURSELF GETTING BORED - MAKE A DOCUMENTARY IN YOUR HEAD - U R THE ONLY AUDIENCE MEMBER & U R ALSO THE FILMMAKER - DONT TELL ANY1 U HAPPEN TO BE W/ WHAT U R DOING WHILE U R DOING IT - WHEREEVER U HAPPEN TO BE - GET A BUZZ ON IN WHATEVER FASHION FLOATS YOUR BOAT OR DONT - DONT TALK UNLESS U R ASKED A DIRECT QUESTION & ONLY ANSWER A QUESTION ASKED IN AS FEW WORDS AS POSSIBLE - YOUR EYES R THE CAMERA - YOUR EARS R THE SOUND - PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT IS BEING SAID BY OTHER PEOPLE AROUND U - IF U R NOT ALONE U HAVE A MAIN CAST - A SUPPORTING CAST & EXTRAS - IF U R ALONE U R SHOOTING BROLL - IF THERE IS MUSIC PLAYING U HAVE A SCORE TO CUT TO - MAKE SURE TO GET AS MUCH COVERAGE AS U NEED TO MAKE IT INTERESTING - IF SOME1  IS TALKING TO U LOOK @ THEIR EYES OR THEIR MOUTH AS THEY TALK BUT ALSO BE SURE TO LOOK AWAY EVERY NOW & THEN TO GET SOME REACTION SHOTS OF OTHER PEOPLE IN THE CONVERSATION OR JUST TO GET SOME BROLL - SEE HOW LONG U CAN DO IT- HAVE FUN W/ IT & MODIFY YOUR SHOOTING TECHNIQUE AS U SEE FIT - PEACE

PEACE @ LAST

The goal must be stated at the beginning of any endeavor - my goal here is peace - here peace only comes from peace of mind & the mind is naturally abstract - I want the mind to be concrete - peace of mind requires that my mind not be conflicted - in order for my mind not to be conflicted what I think I know & what I think I perceive must be true - what is true is always true & must be true for everyone all the time - e.g. I know it's always now b/c it's true for everyone all the time - when is it not now except in my mind - truth is universal - truth is one in spirit - in order for what I know & what I perceive to be true I must be honest w/ myself - honesty means that nothing I think contradicts what I say or do - if I’m honest w/ myself I will naturally be honest w/ everyone else & my mind will never be conflicted - it takes time to learn how to do this w/o forgetting - it's what I am here to remember - I only forget to remember better - I have as much time as I need to remember - to remember means I must already know - firsthand experience is the best teacher - everyone teaches & everyone learns - giving & receiving happen @ the same time - I teach what I learn & I learn what I teach - this can't be done alone - 2 by 2 we all must enter the ark of the covenant - I must learn to forgive myself when I forget - I can only accomplish this by first forgiving others when they forget - this must be done by example - I don't need to tell someone I forgive them - I need to show them whatever they think or I think they did had no real effect - that's what it means to turn the other cheek - I know I cannot serve 2 masters & remain @ peace - no sacrifice is asked of me - is it really a sacrifice to give up nothing -  I am the master of my domain - I was given dominion - I am the Kingdom - my body is the temple - my mind is the altar - the altar makes the temple Holy - not the other way around - my spirit is a flaming sword which turns every which way & keeps the fire burning - having & being are 1 & the same – this can only be accepted or denied - peace

PROOF OF GOD?

A LITTLE BACKSTORY:

THE FOLLOWING BLOG WAS MY FINAL-FINAL POSTING IN A FORUM ON THE WEBSITE WHYWONTGODHEALAMPUTEES.COM - THEY REFUSED TO POST IT.

AFTER ATTEMPTING TO DISCUSS THE IDEA OF GOD W/ A BUNCH OF ATHEIST WHO REQUIRE THEIR OWN SPECIAL KIND OF PROOF OF GOD BEFORE THEY ARE EVEN WILLING TO DISCUSS THE POSSIBILITY OF GOD - I DECIDED THAT THE KIND OF PROOF THEY NEEDED TO BE CONVINCED COULDN'T EVER BE PROVIDED - AT LEAST NOT BY ME.  I STILL TRIED B/C I KNEW THAT THE DISCUSSION OF THE SUBJECT WOULD ONLY HELP CONVINCE ME OF WHAT I REALLY BELIEVE.

AFTER A COUPLE OF EARLY POSTINGS - MY POSTS WERE FLAGGED AS BEING PREACHY B/C I COULDN'T PROVIDE PROOF FOR WHAT I WAS SAYING - AT LEAST NOT PROOF THAT ANYONE ON THE WEBSITE WOULD ACCEPT.  MY POSTINGS THEN NEEDED TO BE APPROVED BY THE MODERATORS OF THE WEBSITE & SINCE I FLAT OUT REFUSED TO BE MODERATED IN ANY WAY, SHAPE OR FORM THIS CREATED A RIFF BETWEEN ME & SOME OF THE MODERATORS.

I ALWAYS TEND TO SAY WHAT I THINK & I SAY IT IN THE MANNER I CHOOSE.  MY THOUGHTS, WORDS & ACTIONS ARE ALWAYS IN LINE.  I ALWAYS TRY TO USE HUMOR - THE ONLY THING I TAKE SERIOUSLY IS THAT I DON'T TAKE ANYTHING SERIOUSLY.  I'M HUMBLE WHEN I THINK I NEED TO BE HUMBLE & I'M BOLD WHEN I THINK I NEED TO BE BOLD.  I NEVER USED HARSH LANGUAGE TOWARDS THE OTHER PEOPLE ON THE FORUM - BUT TO THE MODERATORS I MOST CERTAINLY DID.  THEY DIDN'T LIKE MY TONE - SO I DECIDED TO TRY A DIFFERENT APPROACH.

I STARTED RESPONDING TO POST W/ PERSONAL MESSAGES THAT DIDN'T NEED TO BE APPROVED.  THEY DIDN'T LIKE THAT EITHER.  I WENT BACK TO POSTING & EVENTUALLY THEY DID POST MOST OF WHAT I SUBMITTED & I DID MANAGE TO HAVE SOME INTERESTING DISCUSSIONS ABOUT PROOF OF DESIGN IN THE UNIVERSE OR LACK THERE OF W/ THE OTHER MEMBERS.  I LEARNED A LOT ABOUT HOW THEY THINK - WHICH WAS A GOOD LEARNING EXPERIENCE FOR ME.

NONE OF MY SUGGESTIONS FOR PROOF WERE EVER GIVEN THE SLIGHTEST CREDENCE.  THEY ALWAYS FOUND A WAY TO POINT OUT WHAT WAS WRONG W/ WHAT I WAS SAYING W/O EVER ADMITTING ANYTHING I WAS SAYING WAS EVER RIGHT.  THEY STILL WANTED CONCRETE / PHYSICAL PROOF BEFORE THEY WOULD GIVE AN INCH ABOUT ANYTHING.

I SUGGESTED THAT MATH IS PROOF OF DESIGN.  THEY SAID MAN DESIGNED MATH - I SAID MAN DISCOVERED MATH HE DIDN'T DESIGN IT - MAN DIDN'T DECIDE THAT IT WORKS THE WAY IT DOES - IT JUST DOES.  THEY SAID MATH IS JUST A TOOL - IT'S NOT THAT SPECIAL.  THEY ALL SEEM TO KNOW A LOT ABOUT MATH - I HATE MATH - I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT MATH - SO I TRIED ANOTHER WAY.

I SUGGESTED THAT OUR SOLAR SYSTEM WORKS LIKE A CLOCK – THAT IT WAS WORKING LIKE A CLOCK LONG BEFORE ANY HUMAN EVER CAME UP W/ THE IDEA FOR A CLOCK.  LIKE ANY GOOD ATHEIST THEY WOULDN'T EVEN BUDGE ON THIS - THEY SAID THE SOLAR SYSTEM IS IN NO WAY LIKE A CLOCK.  I SAID IT'S NOT EXACTLY LIKE A CLOCK - BUT IT'S STILL LIKE A CLOCK - IF OUR WAY OF KEEPING TIME IS SO GREAT WHY DO WE ADJUST OUR CLOCKS TO THE UNIVERSE?  THEIR RESPONSES TO THIS WERE THAT A CLOCK KEEPS PERFECT TIME & THE SOLAR SYSTEM IS FAR FROM PERFECT IN HOW IT KEEPS TIME WHICH IS WHY WE ADJUST OUR CLOCKS TO IT.  I SAID THE UNIVERSE DOESN'T CARE WHAT TIME IT IS - WE DO.  IT’S REALLY ALWAYS NOW.

IT SEEMS FOR THEM ANY ANSWER IS ALWAYS BETTER THAN EVER ADMITTING IN ANY WAY, SHAPE OR FORM THAT THE UNIVERSE COULD BE DESIGNED TO BE THE WAY IT IS.  THEY WON’T EVEN ADMIT IT’S POSSIBLE.  AFTER SEVERAL DAYS OF THIS I WAS MENTALLY EXHAUSTED.  I COULDN'T CONVINCE THEM - THEY COULDN'T CONVINCE ME.  I FELT THAT THE WHOLE EXERCISE - WHILE ENTERTAINING - WAS BECOMING POINTLESS.

AFTER MANY, MANY POST THEY STILL WOULDN'T TAKE ME OFF BEING MODERATED - SO I CALLED BULLSHIT & MADE ONE MORE POST SAYING GOODBYE TO THEM ALL.  

I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO DO IT ANYMORE.  I HAD MY FUN – BUT IT WAS NO LONGER FUN.  I KNOW I CAN BELIEVE WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT TO BELIEVE & I TOLD THEM OVER & OVER AGAIN THAT THEY CAN DO THE SAME.  THOUGH I STILL HAVE SOME DOUBTS OF MY OWN ABOUT WHAT I BELIEVE IS TRUE - I KNOW I CERTAINLY DON'T NEED TO PROVE IT TO ANYONE ELSE BUT MYSELF.  THE ONLY POINT OF DISCUSSING THE SUBJECT AT ALL IS TO BETTER UNDERSTAND WHAT I BELIEVE.  I DECIDED IT WAS BETTER FOR MY PEACE OF MIND IF I JUST STOPPED - SO I DID.

THE REST OF THIS BLOG IS WHAT HAPPENED THAT VERY SAME NIGHT & THE FOLLOWING IS WHAT THEY REFUSED TO POST.

Proof of God?

This answer came to me last night while I was sleeping - it came as a thought - an idea - an inspiration.  A dream in the middle of the night.  I wasn't really expecting it to come - but before I went to bed I prayed to God & what God told me in the manner in which I just described may or may not be useful to you & it may or may not be proof to you.

Before I went to bed I wrote some stuff down to tell you all why you're full of shit & nothing but a bunch of hypocrites - no different than the other side you're always fighting against - even though you have opposite viewpoints about what's true & what isn't - you are the same.

I liked what I wrote - I thought what I wrote down was true - but like what you've all been pushing me to do - I had to ask myself - Could I prove that it was true?  

I was certain you wouldn't think it was true w/o proof, but for the life of me I couldn't think of how to prove it to you.  I knew w/o being able to prove it there wouldn't be any point in sending it to you.

I kept trying to think of a way to prove it so it could be understood.  So it would make sense to anyone who reads it.  So there was no way of denying it.  What will convince everybody beyond a shadow of doubt?

I couldn't figure it out - so I just decided to go to bed even though I really wasn't tired.

I went to bed listening to my iPod w/ headphones on which I have been doing more often lately - still thinking about it all & I decided to pray in my own way.  I didn't have to get down on my knees.  I didn't have to put my hands together though I was reading over what I wrote on my iphone so they were kind of together - but I didn't think of that while I was lying there.  My iphone is loaded only w/ music I love to listen to - there isn't one thing on there that I don't love.  I haven't added anything new to it in a year.  I have plenty of favorites - but I still love them all.

This was my prayer to God as best as I can remember:

You suck.  I'm sick of fucking doing what I keep thinking you're asking me to do.  I been doing it for long enough now & I don't want to do any of it any more.  Fuck you.  I want some fucking definite answers - something that nobody can possible deny w/o proving themselves foolish.  No more bullshit.

Nobody fucking down here wants to believe what you fucking really are.  It's impossible for me to convince anybody what I think I know w/o some fucking proof - no matter what or how I seem to try to do it - nothing seems to work & it's really starting to piss me off.

Either fucking tell me what I'm supposed to do now or go fuck yourself b/c I fucking quit.

If you're really fucking there & not just a figment of my fucking imagination you know how fucking good I am at quitting shit I don't want to do & if after all this fucking time you aren't willing to give me a fucking answer that will fucking work now instead of later - then fuck off & leave me the fuck alone.  Amen.

I didn't really think or say Amen.  I'm just saying that to point out the end of the prayer.  I really just decided to go to sleep.

That was essential my prayer.  I was pissed but nobody would have been able to tell - I was just thinking it while I was listening to my music.  It was more like Steve Martin trying to get a fucking car in Planes, Trains & Automobiles than a Psalm - but as you already know I don't give a shit.

This was God's answer to my prayer later that night after I fell asleep - you tell me if I just made it up b/c I can't really tell anymore - but I know what I believe.

God is made of Love & Peace & Joy.

God isn't made of any "thing" & that's why God doesn't give a shit about bodies.  Matter is really an illusion even though it seems very real.  God created the illusion to be able to share existence w/ something other than God.  To be able to do that God had to create something new which God considers to be His Son.

God only has one Son & all of us are it - equally.  As long as this is being denied here on Earth we will never know it even though God is reflected in every one of us & every thing.

We can only ever be of one spirit & one mind - we can never be of one body - but together they all 3 make up the Holy Trinity.

We can only accept or deny that this is true.  The truth of it hasn't changed since the beginning of time & it never will until the end of time.

In truth there is no beginning or end to existence - only time - but time is part of the illusion b/c it really is always now.  It's never not now.

Life is eternal.  Death is part of the illusion.  

We can take as long as we need to accept what's true - but we can never change it.  The truth will never be forced on us.  To accept what's true we only must be willing to deny what isn't.

HERE IS THE PROOF THAT WHAT GOD IS MADE OF IS TRUE:

Love is better than Hate.

Peace is better than War.

Joy is better than Sorrow.

In this world of illusion we all live in we judge everything by comparison.  

God makes no judgments b/c God knows what's true so there is no need for comparison.

We also know what's true - but we don't want to accept that it can be so simple & easy.

The problem w/ claiming God is imaginary or that God is something that God isn't is that it isn't true.

Imagination is used by everyone who exists.

Scientist throughout history have used their imagination to accomplish amazing things. They have used it to inspire themselves & others to attempt doing things that even they themselves didn't think were possible.  They had an idea or a vision or a dream that told them it was possible & they believed it - even though they didn't know if it was true.  Even though they didn't have proof.

Even when nobody else believed in what they were trying to do or even thought it could be done - they still carried on - no matter how they were ridiculed & no matter by who - even their peers.

They were inspired by their thoughts & their imaginations or whatever else it might take for them to accomplish what they wanted to accomplish.  They refused to be stopped from trying by anyone.

Some of the greatest discoveries in the history of the world were the result of their determination to succeed where others had failed.  They were given everything they needed to succeed but they were the ones who had to decide to carry on against all odds - no matter what the cost - by any means necessary.

All of the things that exist now wouldn't even be if all those who came before us didn't have something to inspire them.  If they had listened to what other people were telling them could or couldn't be done or why they were crazy or delusional for even trying - none of it would have happened the way it did.  But it did happen - b/c of them & b/c of their desire & despite everything else.

Saying God is imaginary or saying God is something God is not when the truth is known & when God is the one who provided the possibility for all of us to experience what life & existence truly means... well, that's disrespectful.

God doesn't judge us or condemn us for doing it b/c God knows what's true.

God doesn't forgive b/c there is no need for God to do that.  God knows the truth.

When we finally realize what is true we must be able to forgive ourselves for forgetting that we already knew.  

How do you tell somebody what they already know w/o making them feel stupid?  You let them discover it for themselves.

The way the world is now is the result of denying what is & always will be true - nothing more & nothing less.

God gave man Dominion over the Earth & himself.  

Love is only love when it's unconditional.  You can only pretend it's something else.  Love is the cause of our existence - peace & joy are the effect.  

  

When this is denied something that isn't true is perceived in its place.  Everyone must decide for themselves what they want to be true & we decide w/ every thought.  We never stop deciding & what we perceive is the result of our decisions.

Calling people who believe something you don't delusional or crazy or evil is hypocritical when you know many of the most brilliant scientists who have ever lived have been thought to be just that by both their peers & everyone else who didn't believe what they believed was possible.  The other side does the same thing w/ prophets.  The result is always bloodshed.

The Fear of God is what needs to be denied & dispelled as imaginary - not the idea of God's existence.  

The Love of God is all that's real b/c that is all that's given.

That's what will end religion & war & everything else about this world that isn't true.  When the truth is accepted by enough people it'll be like a wave of thought covering the entire Earth.

Who told you you were naked is the Last Judgment.  That is the Alpha & Omega.  It's not really a question if you already know the answer.

It's time to wake the dead.  The dead are the ones who think they are naked.

You tell me how any of this isn't true if you can - I already know you can deny it.

All I want is for everybody everywhere to be happy b/c I'm tired of not being happy.  

That's my desire.  That's my dream.  Is that an illusion?

peace